I keep coming across
the “mental
load” concept via blog posts and social media. Have you seen
it? It is about the overload of mindshare that Moms bear in order to
keep their family’s lives aligned. It is very spot-on for many
Moms. It is true, Mom’s live on a hamster
wheel and they are pretty amazing. And as a society, we could
all certainly do with partners sharing
more of that burden. But every time I read about it I can’t help
but think not only of all the single Moms out there, but even moreso
of the Moms of non-neuro typical kids. And the contrast of what is
described as the common mental load is pretty much comical because it
is such a severe understatement for Moms of non-neuro typical
children.
In some of the
Social Media groups for parents of non-neurotypical kids, the Moms
are trying to figure out how to quit their jobs or reduce their hours
to lighten the load. Which they can’t afford because of all the
extra expenditures necessary to support their child. Many of these
parents are desperate to unlock the mysterious secrets of their
puzzling child, and if they have – they are just as desperate to
then maintain the precious balance they’ve found as the child
grows. They are unable to tell you just how much of a Jekyll and
Hyde their child may feel like, since they are also their child’s
fiercest advocate. They are grappling with whether or not to
medicate their child and perhaps desperately trying to find the right
meds for their child. They may still be as sleep deprived as the
new mom feels with a super young child, and they may not be sharing
that fact. They are struggling to find peaceful moments for
themselves, and their family and their marriage.
They are probably
researching for how to solve or manage their child’s sleep, diet,
or social challenges. They may be at their wits end trying to get a
morning routine in place that works. They may be wracking their
brains to come up with a homework strategy. They are probably
explaining to their child’s school for the 100th time
that distracting fidgets are better than a distracting classmate. Or
that whatever happened at school today was not on purpose, and not to
take recess away; or perhaps trying to navigate the school system or
documentation that may provide for their child’s allowances at
school. They may be doing all of this without the support of their
family or spouse.
Amidst all of this
they are grateful that by some miracle there are clean clothes in the
hamper (much less the drawer) and perhaps beating themselves up because its fast food for dinner again. They are grappling with the
overall chaos that can be in their home with a non-neurotypical child
– as well as the rest of that aforementioned “mental load”.
And because all this seems so overwhelming, frustrating and
numbingly mundane to them day-to-day, they are not sharing it with
anyone... therefore they may also be super lonely.
They are also just
as busy loving and supporting their wonderful gift of a child, cherishing and struggling to prioritize the important moments together. All the while
ever-grateful to the inclusive teachers, doctors, special education
angels, other helpful parents and children, family members,
occupational therapists, behaviorists, pharmacists, cashiers or
general good samaritans who help them manage to get through each and
every day- so they can do it all again tomorrow. You know who you
are. You are the scaffolding that supports these amazingly strong
Moms as they take each necessary step.
So if you are one of
these Moms, my hope for you is that you share this with your support group so that they can
understand your world just a tad better. (Even if what you specifically grapple with day to day is different than what's listed here, there is more in common than not). Please know you are not alone and from the perspective of all the other
Moms in the universe, YOU ARE A SUPERHERO. Nothing short of an awe inspiring good citizen of the world, even on your most challenging day. We are grateful for you. If you know one of these
moms, my hope that you find a way to give them a break or even just a
simple loving moment to tell them just how amazing they are.
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